A Goodbye Letter

So much. So many tears.

One day I know that I'll be happy

&

the hand that I hold when I fall asleep

will be the one whose soul connects to my own.

Goodbye to all the people who have loved me, hurt me, changed me forever...

I have grown each day, with every tear that has fallen,

I look inward and fix myself, little by little.

The one I commit my life to will get the very best version of me.

I WILL fix my life.

I WILL become better.

I'll be with someone who draws my deep-rooted pain out of me and stays around to clean up the mess...

He will kiss my wounds, heal me and bring me back to life.

Until then, I will hold on for dear life and wait for that moment to come.

"Confront the dark parts of yourself,

and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness.

Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing.

Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength". -August Wilson

A Goodbye Letter

So much. So many tears.

One day I know that I'll be happy and the hand that I hold when I fall asleep will be the one whose soul connects to my own.

Don't let your mind get weary
And confused your will be still, don't try
Don't let your heart get heavy
Child, inside you there's a strength that lies

Don't let your soul get lonely
Child, it's only time, it will go by
Don't look for love in faces, places
It's in you that's where you'll find kindness.

She got jumper cable lips
She got sunset on her breath now
I inhaled just a little bit
Now I got no fear of death now

i cried.