A Goodbye Letter

So much. So many tears.

One day I know that I'll be happy

&

the hand that I hold when I fall asleep

will be the one whose soul connects to my own.

Goodbye to all the people who have loved me, hurt me, changed me forever...

I have grown each day, with every tear that has fallen,

I look inward and fix myself, little by little.

The one I commit my life to will get the very best version of me.

I WILL fix my life.

I WILL become better.

I'll be with someone who draws my deep-rooted pain out of me and stays around to clean up the mess...

He will kiss my wounds, heal me and bring me back to life.

Until then, I will hold on for dear life and wait for that moment to come.

"Confront the dark parts of yourself,

and work to banish them with illumination and forgiveness.

Your willingness to wrestle with your demons will cause your angels to sing.

Use the pain as fuel, as a reminder of your strength". -August Wilson